terminally numb

This one girl who I had been watching most of the night stood squashed in the middle of the front row, and when she caught me looking at her, I gave her a smile. She made a gagging look and turned back to the band, swaying her head to the beat. And I got really disgusted and started thinking, what was this girl’s problem? Why couldn’t she just have been nice and smiled back? Was she worrying about imminent war? Was she feeling real terror? Or inspiration? Or passion? That girl, like all the others, I had come to believe, was terminally numb.

The Rules of Attraction
Bret Easton Ellis

burn together

The seeds of love have taken hold and if we won’t burn together, I’ll burn alone.

The Rules of Attraction
Bret Easton Ellis

on a Friday.

I never thought I would die on a Friday.

The Rules of Attraction
Bret Easton Ellis

always ready for you.

My eyes are always ready for you.

The Rules of Attraction
Bret Easton Elis