Saturday, February 14, 2009
my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved,
Good morning, on July 7
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V[ienna] is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a clam consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours
"Immortal Beloved" Letter
July 7, 1812
Ludwig Van Beethoven
To be loved means
To be loved means to be consumed in flames. To love is to give light with inexhaustible oil. To be loved is to pass away; to love is to endure.
The Notebooks of Malte Laurids Brigge [excerpt]
Rainer Maria Rilke
Friday, February 13, 2009
one problem
Too much together, or too much apart:
This is one problem of the human heart.
Thirty-five years of sharing day by day
With so much shared there is no need to say
So many things: we know instinctively
The common words of our proximity.
Not here, you're missed; now here I need to get away,
To make some portion separate in the day...
Together, Apart [excerpt]
Anthony Thwaite
Thursday, February 12, 2009
And because it is my heart
In the desert
I saw a creature, naked, bestial
Who, squatting upon the ground,
Held his heart in his hands,
And ate of it.
I said, "Is it good, friend?"
"It is bitter — bitter," he answered;
"But I like it
Because it is bitter,
And because it is my heart."
In the Desert
Stephen Crane
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
-where -You -are
A-
round
my neck
an amu-
let
Be-
tween
my eyes
a star
A
ring
in my
nose
and a
gold
chain
to
Keep me
where
You
are
A-
Samuel Menashe
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Besides,
if I got rid of my demons, I'd lose my angels.
Conversations With Tennessee Williams [excerpt]
Tennessee Williams & Albert J. Devlin
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
I wanted to want something
The Orchid Thief
Susan Orlean
Thursday, December 4, 2008
I don't know any other way
I love you directly without problems or pride:
I love you like this because I don't know any other way
to love...
One Hundred Love Sonnets: XVII [excerpt]
Pablo Neruda
Thursday, November 20, 2008
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